Depression

so get this...today i took an online depression test....depression is something ive been struggling with lately....it turns out its worse than i thought. according to this test i had moderate depression....i thought it was only gonna be slight.....to be honest i have had like a thought of suicide here or there but who hasn't...i feel like i am the cause of peoples problems and i no i am...whoa i think i need a doctor for this....dont get me wrong its not anyrhing big....and dnt worry im not going to kill myself it just sucks being upset and sad all the time

stone philips

everybody loves him.....and everybody hates him

New Haven Is HELL!!!!!

Last night a couple of friends and myself got together to celebrate the holidays.....none of could have guessed it would be the holiday from hell. We started by following a car that our friend was driving. lets call him Andre the giant. so Andre was driving the car down 691 towards new haven. that's when the weather got bad. it started to snow and visibility was pretty shity. Andre was driving way to fast for weather conditions and was speeding away from us. which made us have to speed up to catch up....ahhhh Andre the giant with his giant lead foot. so we ended up making it yo new haven safely. but when we got there Andre speed through two. 1...2.... yellow lights causing us to lose him completely. so after the Jesus boy lost his mind and started screaming at us to pull over we did. it wasn't to long until this homeless black guy tapped on our window looking for money....get this we actually rolled down the window...as if we were begging him to shoot us in the fucking face.....after that we decided to leave the city...but not before we backed into a car right in front of a cop of course.....finally we made it to the highway....but once again not before i yelled nigger out the window at some black people. Crohn'sican missed the exit home as well which gave us an hour fucking detour down the very scenic and hooker and stripper infested Berlin turnpike, but as every fairytale (or fucking nightmare) there is a happy ending, we made it home to live and love another day...suck tomorrows dick...and smoke lots of weed.

Kicked Out

So yesterday my brother and i were kicked out of our house. By the woman i call my mother, really for not much of a reason at all. She was eves-dropping on a phone call i was making. My brother caught her so she preceded down the hallway to enforce her dictatorship. My mom, or castro as i call her, started to scream like the bitch that she is for absoluetly no fucking reason! Long story short i got up to walk out and slyly slipped in the big fuck you to her and then turned my back. WRONG MOVE!!!! I noticed my brother in front of my face bolting out the door. Then just after that Saddam thrusted four. 1 2 3 4 punches into the back of my arm. So i said she was a quote "fucking bitch". and she told me never to come back....i hope that she can relize how unfair she is and also how much of a cunt fucking bitch she is as well. And i also hope she knows that she may not have physically lost her son but, emotionally and mentally she has lost me.